Tangled & Unanswered

It’s more than just a few sleepless nights and stubborn dark circles…

With a cup of Americano in hand and a bunch of thoughts in her mind, she was seeking for someone who will seats besides and will listen to her Cranky thoughts and will give company for her endless drama. But she remembered she has a trust issues so by choice she was seating alone .
Emmediately gathered herself together and started putting down each and every thought on a paper.

She poured her every emotion…..Rejection hurts but feeling of failure without even getting a result ,hurts even worse.
Those were the moments in life when she used to wonder,”is everything going to be okay?”
“Will i ever find a way out of this situation?”
And she said to herself , “Of course you Will!….you will definitely make it my love”.it was her attitude as always she had.

Things were not going too well for her and today was a total screwed up for her, she had a feeling like she is the biggest idiot.
Everything she has worked for could have been flushed down the toilet and she felt like she has nothing left.

And a guy who was observing or you can say stairing at her since Preety longer went to her seeking for a permission to seat,she ignored but he grabbed the chair and make his Ass feets comfortably in that chair.
He said, miss I can understand what you are going through. But…….
She looked at him and started blabbering, “but…… But what? You are not even experiencing this pain that I’m experiencing right now,you Dnt even know my struggle and How the heck would you understand ?

He looked at her and said, “Whatever you are going through right now, it will resolve itself”. Further said, “you Know that I’m also dealing with a similar battle today”? and so is the reason we are seating together”.
If you are not okay, you will be,Have courage, lead with love, treat others with kindness along the way, practice being humble and ask for help if you need it. No matter how bad things get, you can always ask for help”.

She was still staring at him and he continued, “You can do one of two things with this lecture — use it as inspirational quotes or use the insight to change your life.”
Choice is yours and he left with a big question.

Now again a battle between her stubborn heart and mind is started. Although intellectually she knows she’s better off now without it and The question arrives how long do i fight this tug of war between mind and heart.

She finished her last sip of coffee and left all questions their itself….. Tangled and unanswered.